14 FEB 07
Keep the old blue notebook? or throw it away? How it was, that year in the month of her birthday: car windows smashed twice, living on the other side of town, another country, getting lost a lot. Visit B in Mexico, drive from California to the Jersey shore. Various dinner guests, none who see the paintings on the walls. "It's long slow work reorganizing my life, rearranging my loyalties." (Numerous i-n-g words. Trials of duration.)
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