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Of 98 sentences, I lifted 14. 7 mine, 7 his:
Met with handmade calendars (printer broke). Hospital air, hospital light, the slowed clock of it. Don't get too wrapped up in "what is god what is love." He said the worst part was the way he could hear everything they said. I want something like a story. He kept the eye shades on. I want a story, but don't tell me too much. "When I learn English, there will be more to say." It started snowing. I found a new harmony. There were unopened letters also ("after she died, they kept coming"). It was snowing, all over Germany. More than half the letters were from him. They've seen it all.
Trying to see many words at a time
Trying to see black instead of glancing at white
Distance more than is needed
Though more than half, not all
"It's almost like you had a secret interest
Following the motion
"You always look so tired,"
(Affection between people is mysterious,
There was an old cast iron bathtub in the field behind the house. Why? I don't think we knew. He brought hot water in pots from the stove and I took a bath out there. Clothed--it seems to me now--in my youthful body. In my youthful skin.
1 FEB 06
Foreignness is different from alienation; the two notions are differently nuanced. Alienation connotes separation, detachment. Foreignness, of course, may suggest that too, in that a feeling of foreignness is a feeling of being where one doesn't belong--but where alienation involves a step back from a situation, foreignness involves a step into it. The alienated withdraws, the foreigner proceeds and becomes a guest. (Lyn Hejinian *)
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